Sunday, August 30, 2009

the move

The last several days I have been moving my things out of storage and back into my house. yes My house! I moved out because someone left and left me to be able to pay for things on my own. That wouldn't and couldn't happen- so I moved out- not wanting to but I did and now I'm moving back in with roommates. Thank you roommates! lol
I am so sick of unpacking things though. Is is ever going to end? Omg!! My garage is sooo full of boxes and I still don't have my washer and dryer out of storage yet. AGH
Now I'm in the process of painting... and I really mean painting! The master bedroom, master bath, Brytlee's room, guest room and guest bath. And then the hall and around the ceiling in the living room! Thank goodness for friends! And friends that paint for a living. Also been doing LOTS of mowing and weedeating. Oh my lord the grass was like 3 feet tall!! I can't see why anyone would just let things go but oh well not my problem anymore.
My goal for my house now is to save up for hardwood floors because the STUPID tile in the livingroom and hall is 1 ugly and 2 my child keeps falling and hurting herself!! So that's the first thing happening and the carpets are getting professionlly cleaned. Then the BIG things will happen gradually..... but luckly i have friends that build houses for a living and are willing to do things for me on the side. haha
So I've met some people..... lol.... if you know me you know who I am talking about. And you know who you are too! I had forgotten all the great people in this world. Thank you for showing me that again!
Church today was awwwwmazing! I really was thinking about things and it's almost as if he were preaching to me. Ive come to realize I need to forgive someone to move on completely... that I shouldn't go on hating. Even though what they have done is still wrong it wasn't my wrong doings. So that's my thing I'll be working on... it's def going to take time becasue I have a LOT of hate their. and I know now why God did what he did.... he reallly opened my eyes on this one in many many different ways. Thank you Lord, I needed it.
When I get settled in I'll post some pictures of everything...

Monday, August 24, 2009

welcome

So it seems I Have people who think they can take things that are mine so I'm restarting my webpage.
First off all my pictures are copyrighted... you take them and you are breaking the law!
Second I have this page so my friends and family that do not live around here can see what is going on in mine and Brytlee's life. Yes No MORE BEAU! whoo hooo (Yes girls I know it took me long enough! )
Third and MOST IMPORTANT- Brytlee is MY daughter. And beau's But I'm the person that has taken care of her since day one... and I didn't leave her... and she doesn't belong to anyone else.... esp some random girl- you know who you are!
As most of you know I'm currently going through a divorce, yes I'm still legally married to him! And yes he does have an 8 month pregnant girlfriend and yes this is her 4th kid! Stop asking I don't give a crap I just want him out of our lives! It's funny that his gf thinks she is the one though.... hunny we all did.... it wont last.
As soon as I get things going I will start putting up new pictures for all to see.
I'm still teaching and love love love it! Brytlee loves her class also! She's in the big girl class and walking EVERYWHERE! let me tell you she is little miss independent!! We are moving back in our house FINALLY! I should have never left in the first place but we can't go back and change things. All this has opened my eyes and showed me there are amazing people in this world. I had been living this life that I am not proud to have known or been any part of , but now I can make it right... with me and my daughter and with God. Some of you that think I have done things wrong when it comes to Brytlee's dad- sorry but you don't know the real story or all of it. I'm doing what any mother would do that loves their kids more than themselves or anything else!
LIfe is good though... I forgot how strong I really am. I have seriously cried one time during all this and it was because Brytlee was teething! She now has 4 and the 5th on the way! ( i think it hurts me worse than her)
More will come later about my new life>>>>>