WOW.... so Brytlee is going thru a phase... or I'm praying it's a phase!!! She's been so crabby! And dang does she have attitude! I wonder who that came from?? So i'm learning that it's not always good.... ppl only see the good... usually, but i'm with the good, bad, ugly all of it... 24/7!! But I still love her to pieces!! Even when she's pushes all my buttons.... and knows it!!
I went and saw an old basketball coach coach the other night, well a couple nights.... I forgot how much I enjoy that stuff! I love being at games, whether it's basketball or softball or baseball! Almost as much as I do playing!! Sooooo Justin and I got to talking and I'm gonna check for sure, but I believe I can take a test after my intership and be able to coach!! HUMMM.... what do you think.... Coach Brandi??!!! I think that would be the coolest job EVER!! Even though I absoulty love my job and my kids!!
Speaking of my job..... so I get 6 new ones in my class in Jan.... They are moving up from the 3 year old room. They aren't new to me... which is good, they know me and I them and they know my classroom. So that is a big help!! I'm super excited... my kids need more friends!! And I need more entertanment. lol Kids really do say the FUNNIEST things! Oh boy I have many many many stories!!! And sooo darn cute!!
About me now.... I've totally changed things in my life. I work up one day and was like "what am I doing? WHy am I doing this to myself?" I'm running twice a day now... I mean come on... I was so athletic and now I do nothing but play softball in the summer... NO MORE!! Now I'm running and playing basketball a few times a week. And I'm being around my friends more... and just being Brandi again!! It's about time huh!! No Ive been told a lot that I keep all my emotions locked up... and I do.... why put my problems on someone else?? but I'm learning that sometimes I need to let go... sad, happy!!! And a lot has been happy! Every now and then I have a "bad" day... but it's usually caused by me not knowing how to comfort my child while she is hurting from her teeth... that is really getting to me!! Poor little girl>>>
Anyways, my friends are trying to hook me up with ppl... that's cool... but I'm' not looking... it will find me when it's suppose to. And I'm loving sorta being single... not officially single yet! It's funny because at work we have our "eye candy" .... it's so funny in all our tastes in guys. Mine for sure needs to be athletic!! (hint hint)
Well I'm going to bed.... last day tomorrow before a whole week off!!!! YAY Then it's GIRLS NIGHT!!!!!!! woot woot...... no details on that one... lmao
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Saturday, November 7, 2009
life is Ironic
yes it has been a VERY long time since I last wrote.
Brytlee and I are doing great. She is getting big so dang fast!! And so full of personality. We had pictures taked here resently.... I can't wait to see them and show everyone!!
Most of you know Ive been having many eye problems.... well I went to a spec in little rock, he is convinced it's my contact solution that I have been cleaning them with the past 12 yrs. He said that for 12 yrs I have been putting a chemical into my eye and now I've become allergic and causing all my problems. So we switched solution and cleaning ways, and now taking them out everynite until my eyes heal.... meaning the blood vessels that I have growing under my cornias. Yeah if they don't stop then I'm in BIG BIG trouble! But he believes they will stop... and as of right they have no caused any damage. Thank you God! I can see again now!!!! whooo hooo
Also a Big thanks to one of my kids at schools dad--- you know who you are, thanks for helping me with this problem too!! I greatly appriciate it!
I'm still married----- many different reasons why it's taking FOREVER!! But I'm trying to get him to settle outside of court.... not looking to be how it's going to end. Oh well. I'm not worried!! Its very funny to hear all the stories going around.... People just think they know everything about everyone elses lives! I think they need to get their own life!! lmao I know mine is to so damn exciting though!!
Here lately some very ironic things have been happening..... I can't seem to wrap my brain around it!! I'll write more about this later.....
I'm gonna go clean and go see my baby... she's with meemee and uncle Justin...... OHHHH
YEAH!!!! Uncle Justin in engaged.... to Aunt Jennifer! We are very excited.... always considered her family, now it's just gonna be offical. AND Justin did EXCELENT on her Ring!!!
Brytlee and I are doing great. She is getting big so dang fast!! And so full of personality. We had pictures taked here resently.... I can't wait to see them and show everyone!!
Most of you know Ive been having many eye problems.... well I went to a spec in little rock, he is convinced it's my contact solution that I have been cleaning them with the past 12 yrs. He said that for 12 yrs I have been putting a chemical into my eye and now I've become allergic and causing all my problems. So we switched solution and cleaning ways, and now taking them out everynite until my eyes heal.... meaning the blood vessels that I have growing under my cornias. Yeah if they don't stop then I'm in BIG BIG trouble! But he believes they will stop... and as of right they have no caused any damage. Thank you God! I can see again now!!!! whooo hooo
Also a Big thanks to one of my kids at schools dad--- you know who you are, thanks for helping me with this problem too!! I greatly appriciate it!
I'm still married----- many different reasons why it's taking FOREVER!! But I'm trying to get him to settle outside of court.... not looking to be how it's going to end. Oh well. I'm not worried!! Its very funny to hear all the stories going around.... People just think they know everything about everyone elses lives! I think they need to get their own life!! lmao I know mine is to so damn exciting though!!
Here lately some very ironic things have been happening..... I can't seem to wrap my brain around it!! I'll write more about this later.....
I'm gonna go clean and go see my baby... she's with meemee and uncle Justin...... OHHHH
YEAH!!!! Uncle Justin in engaged.... to Aunt Jennifer! We are very excited.... always considered her family, now it's just gonna be offical. AND Justin did EXCELENT on her Ring!!!
Thursday, September 10, 2009
at this moment....
Sorry it's been a few days or week or how ever long.... I can't keep track.
I'm still not completly moved in--- still lacking the washer and dryer. Hopefully soon I will be able to them from storage. The house is no where near where I want it to be. I have like every room to paint. grrr And I have to put in a whole new closet in one room because all the shelves were gone. It's pretty shitty how someone could be so disrespectful to a place.
I've been in close contact with my lawyer and things are going good with that... i'm not going to go into detail if you wanna know more just get ahold of me.
I'm very VERY discusted with something right now and embarrassed too. Most of you know what I'm talking about or who I am talking about. I swear they have totally gone off the deep end. And when they hit bottom they are going to have burnt way to many bridges to get help or forgiveness.
Brytlee is doing amazing! She is into everything. She's going to be just like her mommy.... lol. Shes tough and a little brat! But I love her more than anything else. And I guess I do spoil her just a little bit, but I can't help it! Last night she cuddle up with me in bed- yes in my bed, she did start out in hers but has been waking up at like midnight so I put her with me. So me, Brytlee, Gracie and Chopper had the bed to ourselves. lol pretty much they had the bed!!
I need to get around for work...... More later!!
I'm still not completly moved in--- still lacking the washer and dryer. Hopefully soon I will be able to them from storage. The house is no where near where I want it to be. I have like every room to paint. grrr And I have to put in a whole new closet in one room because all the shelves were gone. It's pretty shitty how someone could be so disrespectful to a place.
I've been in close contact with my lawyer and things are going good with that... i'm not going to go into detail if you wanna know more just get ahold of me.
I'm very VERY discusted with something right now and embarrassed too. Most of you know what I'm talking about or who I am talking about. I swear they have totally gone off the deep end. And when they hit bottom they are going to have burnt way to many bridges to get help or forgiveness.
Brytlee is doing amazing! She is into everything. She's going to be just like her mommy.... lol. Shes tough and a little brat! But I love her more than anything else. And I guess I do spoil her just a little bit, but I can't help it! Last night she cuddle up with me in bed- yes in my bed, she did start out in hers but has been waking up at like midnight so I put her with me. So me, Brytlee, Gracie and Chopper had the bed to ourselves. lol pretty much they had the bed!!
I need to get around for work...... More later!!
Sunday, August 30, 2009
the move
The last several days I have been moving my things out of storage and back into my house. yes My house! I moved out because someone left and left me to be able to pay for things on my own. That wouldn't and couldn't happen- so I moved out- not wanting to but I did and now I'm moving back in with roommates. Thank you roommates! lol
I am so sick of unpacking things though. Is is ever going to end? Omg!! My garage is sooo full of boxes and I still don't have my washer and dryer out of storage yet. AGH
Now I'm in the process of painting... and I really mean painting! The master bedroom, master bath, Brytlee's room, guest room and guest bath. And then the hall and around the ceiling in the living room! Thank goodness for friends! And friends that paint for a living. Also been doing LOTS of mowing and weedeating. Oh my lord the grass was like 3 feet tall!! I can't see why anyone would just let things go but oh well not my problem anymore.
My goal for my house now is to save up for hardwood floors because the STUPID tile in the livingroom and hall is 1 ugly and 2 my child keeps falling and hurting herself!! So that's the first thing happening and the carpets are getting professionlly cleaned. Then the BIG things will happen gradually..... but luckly i have friends that build houses for a living and are willing to do things for me on the side. haha
So I've met some people..... lol.... if you know me you know who I am talking about. And you know who you are too! I had forgotten all the great people in this world. Thank you for showing me that again!
Church today was awwwwmazing! I really was thinking about things and it's almost as if he were preaching to me. Ive come to realize I need to forgive someone to move on completely... that I shouldn't go on hating. Even though what they have done is still wrong it wasn't my wrong doings. So that's my thing I'll be working on... it's def going to take time becasue I have a LOT of hate their. and I know now why God did what he did.... he reallly opened my eyes on this one in many many different ways. Thank you Lord, I needed it.
When I get settled in I'll post some pictures of everything...
I am so sick of unpacking things though. Is is ever going to end? Omg!! My garage is sooo full of boxes and I still don't have my washer and dryer out of storage yet. AGH
Now I'm in the process of painting... and I really mean painting! The master bedroom, master bath, Brytlee's room, guest room and guest bath. And then the hall and around the ceiling in the living room! Thank goodness for friends! And friends that paint for a living. Also been doing LOTS of mowing and weedeating. Oh my lord the grass was like 3 feet tall!! I can't see why anyone would just let things go but oh well not my problem anymore.
My goal for my house now is to save up for hardwood floors because the STUPID tile in the livingroom and hall is 1 ugly and 2 my child keeps falling and hurting herself!! So that's the first thing happening and the carpets are getting professionlly cleaned. Then the BIG things will happen gradually..... but luckly i have friends that build houses for a living and are willing to do things for me on the side. haha
So I've met some people..... lol.... if you know me you know who I am talking about. And you know who you are too! I had forgotten all the great people in this world. Thank you for showing me that again!
Church today was awwwwmazing! I really was thinking about things and it's almost as if he were preaching to me. Ive come to realize I need to forgive someone to move on completely... that I shouldn't go on hating. Even though what they have done is still wrong it wasn't my wrong doings. So that's my thing I'll be working on... it's def going to take time becasue I have a LOT of hate their. and I know now why God did what he did.... he reallly opened my eyes on this one in many many different ways. Thank you Lord, I needed it.
When I get settled in I'll post some pictures of everything...
Monday, August 24, 2009
welcome
So it seems I Have people who think they can take things that are mine so I'm restarting my webpage.
First off all my pictures are copyrighted... you take them and you are breaking the law!
Second I have this page so my friends and family that do not live around here can see what is going on in mine and Brytlee's life. Yes No MORE BEAU! whoo hooo (Yes girls I know it took me long enough! )
Third and MOST IMPORTANT- Brytlee is MY daughter. And beau's But I'm the person that has taken care of her since day one... and I didn't leave her... and she doesn't belong to anyone else.... esp some random girl- you know who you are!
As most of you know I'm currently going through a divorce, yes I'm still legally married to him! And yes he does have an 8 month pregnant girlfriend and yes this is her 4th kid! Stop asking I don't give a crap I just want him out of our lives! It's funny that his gf thinks she is the one though.... hunny we all did.... it wont last.
As soon as I get things going I will start putting up new pictures for all to see.
I'm still teaching and love love love it! Brytlee loves her class also! She's in the big girl class and walking EVERYWHERE! let me tell you she is little miss independent!! We are moving back in our house FINALLY! I should have never left in the first place but we can't go back and change things. All this has opened my eyes and showed me there are amazing people in this world. I had been living this life that I am not proud to have known or been any part of , but now I can make it right... with me and my daughter and with God. Some of you that think I have done things wrong when it comes to Brytlee's dad- sorry but you don't know the real story or all of it. I'm doing what any mother would do that loves their kids more than themselves or anything else!
LIfe is good though... I forgot how strong I really am. I have seriously cried one time during all this and it was because Brytlee was teething! She now has 4 and the 5th on the way! ( i think it hurts me worse than her)
More will come later about my new life>>>>>
First off all my pictures are copyrighted... you take them and you are breaking the law!
Second I have this page so my friends and family that do not live around here can see what is going on in mine and Brytlee's life. Yes No MORE BEAU! whoo hooo (Yes girls I know it took me long enough! )
Third and MOST IMPORTANT- Brytlee is MY daughter. And beau's But I'm the person that has taken care of her since day one... and I didn't leave her... and she doesn't belong to anyone else.... esp some random girl- you know who you are!
As most of you know I'm currently going through a divorce, yes I'm still legally married to him! And yes he does have an 8 month pregnant girlfriend and yes this is her 4th kid! Stop asking I don't give a crap I just want him out of our lives! It's funny that his gf thinks she is the one though.... hunny we all did.... it wont last.
As soon as I get things going I will start putting up new pictures for all to see.
I'm still teaching and love love love it! Brytlee loves her class also! She's in the big girl class and walking EVERYWHERE! let me tell you she is little miss independent!! We are moving back in our house FINALLY! I should have never left in the first place but we can't go back and change things. All this has opened my eyes and showed me there are amazing people in this world. I had been living this life that I am not proud to have known or been any part of , but now I can make it right... with me and my daughter and with God. Some of you that think I have done things wrong when it comes to Brytlee's dad- sorry but you don't know the real story or all of it. I'm doing what any mother would do that loves their kids more than themselves or anything else!
LIfe is good though... I forgot how strong I really am. I have seriously cried one time during all this and it was because Brytlee was teething! She now has 4 and the 5th on the way! ( i think it hurts me worse than her)
More will come later about my new life>>>>>
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